TGMNDIAR - 44
Bai Nian felt that the young man was a bit strange tonight. When he saw his mimicry, instead of rushing over, burying his face in its fur, and then touching it all over, he remained silent, his expression becoming extremely cold and odd.
Why...
Has the novelty of his mimicry floppy-eared rabbit worn off?
Bai Nian felt uncomfortable. How long has it been? Clearly, just half a month ago, he was so fond of it, wanting to stick to him when he saw his mimicry, kissing it all over, and constantly teasing him—
Now he's bored?
Indeed, he is young, lacking in maturity. Passion comes quickly and fades quickly too.
"If he doesn't take the initiative, then you take it. Between lovers, you need some new excitement. But don't be too aggressive. Take the initiative subtly, and pretend it's all accidental actions. Let him ponder over you, be captivated by you..."
Shi Lun's words slowly floated into Bai Nian's mind. He tentatively reached out his hand, then quickly retracted it.
He glanced at Xu Mu from the corner of his eye. Xu Mu was still staring at the spinning top on the table, his thoughts unreadable.
Take the initiative... Bai Nian silently reminded himself. His fluffy tail wrapped around Xu Mu's wrist, gently caressing it.
He stretched out his limbs, trying to get as much of his furry body as possible to touch Xu Mu's arm.
Xu Mu felt a bit itchy on his hand.
Especially on his wrist, the warm touch enveloped him, feeling like wandering in velvet, even just touching it made him feel warm.
Xu Mu took a deep breath, his temples pulsing.
He carefully got up, placing the lop-ear rabbit, no, Brother Nian, on the nearby bed.
His movements were extremely slow, as if afraid of startling him.
Bai Nian also couldn't understand. In the blink of an eye, he was placed on the edge of the bed by Xu Mu.
Thud, a dull sound, startled him.
Xu Mu's knees hit the ground, and he knelt down directly.
The rabbit's chubby little face was still adorable, its twitching nose moving up and down.
He looked at Bai Nian with a pale face, feeling as if his heart had turned to ashes.
He wanted to apologize but didn't know how to explain.
—Sorry, I didn't know rabbits could transform into humans?
This kind of common sense, known even to three-year-old children, sounded less sincere than lying.
Unless he revealed the truth about his rebirth and transmigration, and that he was not the original owner.
Xu Mu: "..."
Would he be taken away and studied as a monster?
Damn it, just end it all.
Bai Nian didn't know what the young man was doing. Could it be... preparing to suck his belly?
He hesitated for a moment, then slowly reached out his hand and placed it on the other's cheek.
No response.
Bai Nian cautiously moved closer, shyly rubbing his face against Xu Mu's neck, occasionally tilting his head to sneakily kiss him. He even tried to mimic the behavior Xu Mu had shown before, struggling to kick his legs and press his belly against his chin.
—Is this okay?
Although his hands were sore from climbing, and his legs were a bit weak, he still pressed his entire body against Xu Mu, letting him feel the full fluffy attack from all directions.
Xu Mu: !!!
His pupils slightly dilated, and his chin and neck were covered in soft fur, warm and comfortable.
He felt so relaxed and carefree, forgetting everything.
His instinct overwhelmed his rationality, and a pair of sinful hands reached out, pressing down on the rabbit's body. Finding a convenient position, they moved from the back, with fingers gripping around the legs, burying his nose onto his belly, and he inhaled sharply—
Ah, the scent of a rabbit, it's fragrant and feels so soft!
Suddenly, a sticky whimper sounded.
"Wuu..."
Xu Mu froze, his buried head stiffened.
Wait, what was he doing—
Floppy-eared rabbit = Bai Nian
Bai Nian = Floppy-eared rabbit
Xu Mu shook, releasing his grip on the rabbit's hand abruptly.
Caught off guard, Bai Nian fell onto the blanket, legs up in the air, looking confused.
So cute... The thought lasted for just a second before Xu Mu became even more panicked. His hands gestured frantically in the air, stumbling over his words in apology, "I'm sorry, Brother Nian, I wasn't paying attention just now, are you, are you okay..."
He wanted to pick up the floppy-eared rabbit to check if it was hurt, but realizing who it was, he stopped midway, his fingertips barely grazing the fur, as if weighing something, trying to examine the situation with minimal contact.
In short, he didn't know what to do.
Bai Nian blinked, slowly rolled over, and stood up again.
He approached, placing his head in Xu Mu's outstretched palm, rubbing against it as if to say, ‘I'm okay, don't worry.’
Xu Mu held his breath, his ears burning at the thought that it was Brother Nian, his fingers trembling, unable to think straight.
Ah Mu is acting so strange today, why is he acting so awkwardly with his mimicry...?
Is it because he just interacted with him in human form, so he can't relax now even in mimicry?
Bai Nian pondered for a moment and decided to continue taking the initiative. He took Xu Mu's wrist and placed it on the blanket, palm up, then straightened out the curled fingers one by one.
He lay flat on his back on the warm palm, resting his head on the wrist, and then carefully placed his ears beside his cheeks, keeping his hands obediently tucked in his belly.
Everything was set, even his legs were spread out, making it easier for the young man to bury his head and suck on his fur, with room to circle around his neck.
Is this okay...
Bai Nian's grey-blue eyes looked at Xu Mu, misty and somewhat shy, but he gently kicked his hand with his leg, as if hinting to him:
I'm ready, you can come and suck on me now.
Xu Mu's head buzzed, and the hand resting on the blanket almost lost sensation.
He stared blankly at the floppy-eared rabbit, his already sluggish thoughts coming to a complete halt.
On one side, his endangered rationality was roaring: Wake up, you now know who the floppy-eared rabbit is, are you still shameless enough to suck on him?
On the other side, there was a sweet temptation: Maybe it's not so bad after all. You've been like this for so long, and you get along well, right? Perhaps Bai Nian is already used to it, and you're just a pervert in his eyes who "likes to suck on rabbits".
"Brother Nian..."
Bai Nian tilted his head, his ears following suit, his eyes staring without blinking.
Xu Mu's lips moved slightly, his throat choked with words, and a faint breath escaped.
"It's late now, I won't disturb you any longer." He paused, struggling to control his wandering hand, and gently placed the floppy-eared rabbit down.
His mind was in turmoil, especially under the gaze of his beloved, his heart rate skyrocketed, making it difficult to untangle the various fleeting thoughts.
He needed a space to be alone.
Bai Nian sat dazedly beside the pillow.
Xu Mu swallowed, and when he got up, his knees buckled slightly.
"Goodnight, Brother Nian, I'm leaving," he said.
---
"Master, you're back?" Nades exclaimed in surprise.
The next second, he exclaimed, "My goodness, did you go get a haircut? Why did you get such an ugly bangs? It looks like it was chewed by a dog."
Xu Mu was feeling annoyed and distracted, just glanced at the robot, not saying anything, and walked ahead with a heavy heart.
Nades's black eyes turned, judging that the master was in a bad mood, he decided not to initiate any further conversation and obediently stayed in the hallway.
Click—the door closed.
Xu Mu collapsed directly onto the bed, his head throbbing.
What is all this...?
He stared blankly at the ceiling, his eardrums pulsating in sync with his heartbeat.
"It was Brother Nian..." The cute and cuddly floppy-eared rabbit he had hugged and sucked on was Brother Nian.
Xu Mu closed his eyes, recalling his actions, feeling an urge to bang his head against the wall.
What has he done?
No wonder Bai Nian's initial reactions were so intense, especially the first time... when he cried.
The fragments of memory became clearer and clearer, and suddenly, a certain scene was extracted.
Xu Mu's eyes snapped open, his face flushing red.
What exactly happened at that time……？
Xu Mu buried his face in the pillow, pounding the bed like crazy.
Damn it, damn it, damn it!!! Xu Mu! What have you done! What have you done!
When he was almost suffocated and couldn't breathe, Xu Mu rolled back onto the blanket, lying flat on his back with his limbs spread out, his heart spasming, and he gasped for air.
He couldn't understand... why didn't Brother Nian say anything all this time... No, it's his fault, he should have realized something was wrong sooner.
But what's going on now?
Does Brother Nian not resist his "sucking on rabbits" behavior, has he become accustomed to it? Or does he think he's just a pervert beyond redemption? Or does he think he's young and therefore tolerates his behavior?
...Did Brother Nian think tonight that he wanted to suck on rabbits, so he took the initiative to let him suck?
Xu Mu grabbed his hair hard, trying to sort out the cause and effect, several intersecting and complex lines connecting together, seeming to make sense, but he always felt that there was a logical error somewhere in his chain of thoughts.
He opened his Light Brain and entered a bustling app. Similar to a forum, it had many sections, including the well-known "Alternative Search Engine" in the orc world.
After Xu Mu learned about the uniqueness of this world, he crazily explored the Star Network, finding a place for Q&A.
[Emotional Section]
Xu Mu frowned and typed quickly.
[If you mistakenly identify an orc for an animal and misunderstand because you don't know common knowledge...]
This question seems a bit silly.
Xu Mu deleted everything and typed again.
[Suppose you move with your children and meet a new neighbor who is more than ten years younger than you and is a college student. One day you accidentally injured yourself in your mimicry and the neighbor helped you, but his behavior was a bit strange and he said he liked it so much XX (your mimic), and then crazily hugs you and sucks you, treating you as an ordinary animal. Which you were very resistant to... But later, you gradually get used to it, you get along with each other in a friendly and polite manner in your humanoid forms. However they still suck on your mimicry silently, but your mentality changed, why?]
[1st Floor: It's too long, I don't want to read it.]
[2nd Floor: Big brother is right.]
[3rd Floor: Ah, if the neighbor is over ten years younger, how old is the poster?]
[Reply to 3rd Floor: Over thirty, divorced, living alone with a three-year-old child.]
[4th Floor: The poster is so young and already has a child? How old is the child?]
[5th Floor: Didn't see the reply above, tsk tsk, the poster was married and divorced before.]
[6th Floor: Why do I feel like the poster is treating their neighbor differently? Is there some sort of hint?]
[7th Floor: Agreed, seems a bit ambiguous.]
[Reply to 7th Floor: Actually, we get along quite normally. I often tolerate them like I treat my own child.]
[8th Floor: I don't understand, if they're treating your mimicry like this, why didn't you clear things up with your neighbor earlier?]
With lowered eyelids, Xu Mu paused before typing.
[Reply to 8th Floor: Probably because one time my neighbor found out about one of my secrets, and I was quite emotional. Bringing it up might have been embarrassing, and our usual interactions are peaceful. I have a reserved personality, and I am busy with work and taking care of my child, there just wasn't a suitable time to bring it up. So, I eventually got used to it.]
[9th Floor: Does the poster get along well with the neighbor?]
[Reply to 9th Floor: Yeah, pretty well. He also gets along well with my child.]
[10th Floor: After poster’s divorce, have you thought about getting married again?]
[Reply to 10th Floor: I'm not sure. Although I'm the one taking care of the child, recently my ex-wife has expressed interest in taking the child back.]
[11th Floor: Wait a minute, didn't the OP discuss the divorce with the ex-wife? Isn't there a legal decision on custody?]
[Reply to 11th Floor: The situation is complicated, I'd rather not say more.]
[12th Floor: The OP has an ex-wife, are they male? What about their sexual orientation?]
[Reply to 12th Floor: Yeah, I'm male. As for sexual orientation... I've been married and have a child, so I'm probably more inclined towards the opposite sex.]
[13th Floor: The OP's way of speaking is funny, still unsure about their sexual orientation?]
[14th Floor: The OP really can't go three sentences without mentioning his child...]
[15th Floor: It feels so old-fashioned, like deep in closeted.]
[16th Floor: I think the OP is probably a good dad, always talking about their child, and probably takes good care of them, very responsible, always thinking about the child. Actually, the answer is pretty obvious, either you have some feelings for your neighbor, or because the neighbor is younger, you tolerate their behavior, plus they get along well with your child, so you choose to let it go.]
[17th Floor: Finally, someone gave a serious answer.]
[18th Floor: Why hasn't anyone mentioned that the neighbor might have feelings for the OP? The intimacy with OP’s mimicry is noteworthy.]
[18th Floor: Not necessarily, nowadays young people are into mimicry relationships becoming normalized, unlike our generation, it's not that uncommon.]
[19th Floor: Indeed, my little sister in elementary school does the same thing, hugging her classmate's mimicry every day. It's a little cat, and she refuses to let go, treating it like a real animal to play with...]
[20th Floor: I'm crying, I used to love doing this when I was a kid. My best friend said I was pervert... It's not about age, it's about the person, of course, the environment also has an impact.]
…
The later comments gradually digressed into discussing the reasons for the prevalence of mimicry relationships nowadays.
Xu Mu turned off the screen. The intricacies of the logic seemed to be gradually unraveled by the lively discussions among netizens, helping him piece together the cause and effect.
"Is that so..." he murmured to himself.
Rubbing his forehead, Xu Mu wondered if this meant he had no chance of pursuing Brother Nian anymore?
Who wants to date someone they take care of like a little brother?
And besides—
He rubbed his face. His image in Brother Nian's mind was probably no different from a pervert or a lunatic now.
This is just terrible.
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